. as in the trees .

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ow..dunno wat to do with myself. i feel lost. tryin to sort something out. tryin to get things done..but always ending up doin fuck all. is this how it'll b? gettin nowhere? i hav 2 try harder.....

had a gd wknd. just been at home chillin out. dont rly feel like doin anything else. feels like im not missin out on anything here anyway..just same o same o.

need 2 go to bed now. up in 5 hours. uhhh.

puss å kram

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. sleepy .

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tired 2day. need proper sleep. dunno wat's wrong. annoyin cuz im actually rly tired but cant fall asleep. seems like i cant relax enough. bah..always something.


was ridin with Erika yesterday. It's so nice, i luv it!! nd this morning as well! Little Lady was so tired (as ya can c on the photo!).


had a gd day 2day actually. rly nice! :)

guna sleep now. well try at least. guna hav some of mums "relaxin tea", spose 2 help. well it does a bit!

nite nite.

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Lady ;

















Edwin - the boy, the myth the legend











Erika and me!

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. bored .

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on the bus 2day. strange photo. heh.

bought the pills i wanted, now we'll c if they'll wrk!

im bored bored bored. wat 2 do!!!!

ah well..guess i'll just go bk 2 doin nothing now.

beijos.

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. neck .

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prob guna take out my neck piercing 2day. had enougt with it. just a hassle. nd after the festival it got infected as well..so like puss cumin out. which means i cant rly move my head proper without it hurts..so..i'll buy sum stuff lata 2day nd use it 4 a couple of day, if it's not gettin better i'll hav 2 take it out... :/

guna go 2 sandviken now. buy sum pills. healthy stuff apparently. worth a try i rekon. mite feel better.

talked 2 fernando, kasia nd toxa yesterday. toxa guna pick up my camera 2day. woopiedoo! took ages 4 them 2 fix it man. well.. now it's spose 2 b fixed anyway so i'll get it wen i go there.

i look so scruffy 2day..shit the same.

that's all 4 now.

xxx

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.between the lines .

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strange innit. how these little things matter so much.

had so many dreams last nite. feels like they were tryin 2 make me understand that im playin on the wrong cards. and wen i think bout it..i know i probably am. there is no trust here. not from my side at least, or is it? there's a lot of feelings..nd fear. fear of deep inside knowin that it'll neva b just me. there will always b others as well. words wont matter. bein numb...is bein safe???

anyhow. goin 2 london the 1st of aug. guna go up 2 birmingham 2 celebrate kailas b-day. guna b nice. then it's r bk 2 london! stayin there til the 12 aug. just guna chill nd socialice with those who matters. no jibberish. miss sum more then others. =)

lots of luv.

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. as in a nightmare .

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this is drivin me fricking insane.
i thought is wud b a gd idea but now i seriously doubting it.
dude. this with html is not 4 me.

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. number 1 .

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off a wk from wrk now. restless already nd it's only monday. woopiedooo.

goin 2 london soon. 1-12 aug. guna b nice. just guna chill..meet up with sum friends. Maybe Anders will cum 4 a few days as well. He's a gd friend of mine.

so many in london i miss. guess it's like they say, it's harder 2 leave then 2 stay... ?

added a pic of my door. the door of fame. my dudes.
nd 1 of me. rly tired nd rought.

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i miss my pumkin..
i miss my biscuit..
i miss my poo bag.

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puss a kram.

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