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the days i get up early n trying to be a good girl are usually the days
without any concentration what so ever. i just dont get it.
i got up early.
i went to the gym.
i cooked lunch (pie) for me sara n sofia.
n now..im just..here.
doing nada. wasting precious time.
i do that often.
i waste time.
what is time anyway?
thinking maybe goin to intermediate course a bit later.
or the gym again. so restless. but tired.
dunno what to do with myself.
i wanna leave.
why am i so comfortable and lazy?
everyday it cross my mind just to pack my stuff and go.
but i need to sort out a future.
is there one for me?
sometimes it feels like
im all talk and no action.
this might just be true.
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