.between the lines .

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strange innit. how these little things matter so much.

had so many dreams last nite. feels like they were tryin 2 make me understand that im playin on the wrong cards. and wen i think bout it..i know i probably am. there is no trust here. not from my side at least, or is it? there's a lot of feelings..nd fear. fear of deep inside knowin that it'll neva b just me. there will always b others as well. words wont matter. bein numb...is bein safe???

anyhow. goin 2 london the 1st of aug. guna go up 2 birmingham 2 celebrate kailas b-day. guna b nice. then it's r bk 2 london! stayin there til the 12 aug. just guna chill nd socialice with those who matters. no jibberish. miss sum more then others. =)

lots of luv.

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. as in a nightmare .

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this is drivin me fricking insane.
i thought is wud b a gd idea but now i seriously doubting it.
dude. this with html is not 4 me.

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. number 1 .

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off a wk from wrk now. restless already nd it's only monday. woopiedooo.

goin 2 london soon. 1-12 aug. guna b nice. just guna chill..meet up with sum friends. Maybe Anders will cum 4 a few days as well. He's a gd friend of mine.

so many in london i miss. guess it's like they say, it's harder 2 leave then 2 stay... ?

added a pic of my door. the door of fame. my dudes.
nd 1 of me. rly tired nd rought.

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i miss my pumkin..
i miss my biscuit..
i miss my poo bag.

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puss a kram.

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