- let me sign -

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this wknd brought me bk
to the past.
the warm great past.
to something i wasted.
something i lost.
i miss what i had.
and i think its true what they say;
one doesnt know what one had
til's its gone.
and then ....its to late.

im bk in uppsala again.
work tomorrow.
not really up for it to be honest.
i just want my summer brake.
i just want things to work out.

im waiting for wednesday.

uppsala is so empty.
so many have gone bk to theirs.
and here the rest ov us are.
but i like comin back home knowing
that they are here.
i like them.

cant wait for malmö.
and halmstad.
and göteborg.

im way past my bedtime.
need to b up in uh..5 hours.
badness.
shower then bedtime.

i miss your beautiful eyes and
warm heart.

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- light up the night such pretty sight -

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"...too much is not enough
nobody said this stuff made
any sense..."

there is a lot i dont understand
my heart is one ov them
you is another

when i close my eyes my
world spins around me.
but im still.
lost.
confused.
dazed.
alone and cold.

i need your warm
arms around me.
again.

" Your eyes capture me in an instant
and leave me hypnotized and I get lost
every time in your eyes...."

its raining out.
makes me wna stay inside.
its warm here.
cosy and safe.

tomorrow im goin back
there again.
i dont know what i want nor
where i wanna be.

time will show.

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. a lifetime .

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the unexpected just
happen.
n dealing with consequences
is never easy.

i dunno what to say
nor what to do.
i dont understand.
yet.

decisions.
how?

strange.
unreal.
more strange.

maybe i need some alone time.
and maybe
i need u.

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- so fell the rain -

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.goodness.
handed in my essay n done my part as a opponent = summer!!
no more uni work 'til september. hopefully!!!
*fingers crossed*

.badness.
everybody's leavin uppsala.
im guna miss everybody so much this summer.
me love u long time.

n instead goin out gettin shitfaced as i shud ov - i decided
to stay at home.
chillin one my own. (almost - see photos!)
some kerstin time.
n thats exactly what i needed.
it feels great!!

shower time.
then im guna watch the league of gentlemens apocalypse.
yay, awesomeness.

nite nite
lots ov love
xoxox

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