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sometimes the feelin of
emptiness hits me so hard
it knocks me off my feet
keeping me alive
and
telling me the facts
she is gone
and
shes not coming back
no tears will ever bring her back
no sorrow will ever make her
stroke my cheek again
but yet
i cannot hold it back
my light thru life has been
put out
how ones world from one day to the
other just can turn totally upside down
i closes my eyes and i see her
hear her
smell her
but its not enought
how it is possible to love somebody
so much
and when loosing that someone
everything falls apart
the mind and the heart does not
always walk the same road
im tired of being lost
empty
not having her
tired of trying and trying
constantly and so hard
for what?
where to go?
what to do?
for whom?
why?
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